finally... phewwwww

Yeah.. I know.. I know... It's been a while... Ok fine it's been looooonggggggg since I last write anything here. Haihhh forgive me pleaseeee... Not that I don't have anything to write (believe me I have more than plenty ideas to write), just that 'tak larat' and betul-betul takde mood nak tulis.

I'm now in my 11th weeks of pregnancy *alhamdulillah* but......my first trimester has not been kind to me :( I am experiencing really bad morning sickness (or more like all day long sickness for me) all this while.. Yup, believe me it is really really bad.. I have not been myself, the hormones have taken over me. Helpppp... That's why I've been quiet here, I have no strength to write or even strength nor desire to take pictures anymore (teruk kan?)... haihhhhhhhh..

All I want to do is sleep, sleep, sleep and more sleep. Asek nak tido or baring je coz I feel dizzy and lightheaded almost all day long. Kadang2 tu ok kejap tak pening tapi tiba-tiba je out of no wehere pening tu datang menyerang balik. And when I said dizzy, it's not the normal sakit kepala/pening ok, ni stok stok dizzy yang sampai nak pitam/pengsan ok. Bangun tidur je I will feel dizzy and lightheaded and terus rasa nak pengsan. That's why I just want to sleep, sleep, sleep all day long :( And since these past two weeks it's getting worst coz the dizziness is accompanied by nausea feeling and then I will vomit. And lepas vomit terus badan jadi lemah.

Nowadays I don't even drive to work anymore. Dah dekat 2 bulan kot tak drive kereta langsung. Encek K will send me and pick me up from work everyday. He doesn't trust me driving by myself. Hey, I don't even trust myself driving nowadays (that bad eh?). Yela buat tetiba lightheaded tengah drive pastu lost control of the car sape nak menjawab kan kan? Better be safe than sorry right?

Even Encek K knows whether I'm OK or not on each day, kalau OK tak pening then I am the normal me, buat lawak buduh ngan dia, kacau dia, membebel suruh dia kemas rumah, nak keluar g shopping, makan banyak and tak kisah nak keluar lepak bila-bila pun or sampai kul brapa pun. Kalau pening, I'll be quiet, diammmm je, no jokes, no going out, no lepaking, no nothing and nak tido by 9pm (sape tido awal camni weh?). Normally when I'm not OK Encek K will try his best to cheer me up like "Yang nak kuar gi shopping? Me bawak yang gi MidValley or Sg Wang eh? Kita gi jenjalan eh, boleh minum bubble tea (which is my fav), makan-makan, bla, bla, blaaa." Yup he tried.. But at the end I still don't want to go out.. I still choose to...... sleep which is hard to believe (even Encek K tak percaya that I said no to shopping spree, hahahahahahah)

Actually hari ni memang menggigihkan diri tulis entry ni sebab nak share ngan mommies out there, mane tau korang pun sama macam I (all day long morning sickness)haihhhhhh. Do drop your comments and bagitau your blog yeah so that I can link 'em here.

Ape-ape pun, I bersyukur yang amat for this pregnancy (kang ade lak yang kata asek komplen je tak reti bersyukur ke?). I just pray that my all day long morning sickness ni will be over soon (hopefully tak macam ni bile masuk second trimester. Please pray for me yeah... Thanks deariesssssss :)

p.s: Nanti I akan meng-upload gambar I ye.. nantikan kemunculan mak buyung ini...